Drowning....

There is too much. Too many angry people who don't give a damn about anyone but themselves. Too many grievances without justification. Too many people exploiting those I have responsibility for unfairly and unjustly and too little I can do about it. Too many chemicals dulling my thoughts and roiling my stomach. Too many hopes ground down.

I don't know what I can do. I just don't. There is no way out. No chance of a way out. When one is without hope, what does one have?

Doing better.

Sorry for the last entry. It is self evident that I should wait ten minutes between the impulse to post and the post.

Things are looking better.