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demiurgent ([personal profile] demiurgent) wrote2003-05-08 03:19 pm

Doing better.

Sorry for the last entry. It is self evident that I should wait ten minutes between the impulse to post and the post.

Things are looking better.

[identity profile] dansr.livejournal.com 2003-05-08 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad things are better. ::more hugs::

[identity profile] freakfest.livejournal.com 2003-05-08 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't be sorry for the impulse to post. Sometimes, if you write down everything that's distressing you, put it aside, and read it later, it gives you some perspective.

Have you ever read The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron? I've only read parts of it, but one of her big things involves morning pages. First thing in the AM, sit down and write 3 pages longhand, not stopping to edit yourself. It doesn't matter if you write "I don't know what to write" over and over again for three pages. Her theory is that you'll dump all the superfluous crap out of your brain, and help unblock your creativity. Oh, and you DON'T go back and read it! My therapist told me she used to write 3 pages, and immediately shred them. It helps a little (if I can manage to drag my sorry ass out of bed early enough to do it!).
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*big warm hugs*

[identity profile] wrd.livejournal.com 2003-05-08 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I really think you need to draw another icon of yourself that doesn't feature the cheerful expression, because seeing it next to entries like the previous causes severe dissonance. Draw yourself with a scowl, and angry red eyes.

[identity profile] demiurgent.livejournal.com 2003-05-08 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Clearly, these are the posts when the creepy Sarah picture should come out.

[identity profile] masonk.livejournal.com 2003-05-08 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
The eyes! They glow! They glow like hygene!

[identity profile] dansr.livejournal.com 2003-05-09 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Hygene glows? ooooo.... ::off to shower:: I want to glow....

[identity profile] debkitty.livejournal.com 2003-05-09 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Nah, don't wait. Scream and yell all you want. We're here to help, and sometimes just blowing off steam instantly helps.

I'm glad things are looking better. Speaking of looking better, when do I get a picture of you to look at and make my day better?

[identity profile] demiurgent.livejournal.com 2003-05-10 09:22 am (UTC)(link)
When I feel photogenic!

So... probably about eighteen months after the surgery, knowing me.

(Anonymous) 2003-05-15 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
Listening to Joe Jackson helps.

Cheers,
Andrea